Cover: Let Me Down by Callie Rae O'Reilly, ECW Press

Let Me Down: Reflections on Abuse and Love

O’Reilly, Callie Rae

$16.99

  • Let Me Down offers a vivid and vulnerable account of an abusive relationship

    At 18, Callie’s encounter with Reed, a brooding and arty student four years her senior, begins a youthful infatuation, a casual “thing.” But as their relationship deepens, what once seemed like innocent passion soon morphs into a cycle of manipulation, control, and violence.

    Callie shares the complexity of falling in love with someone who also hurt her — emotionally, physically, and sexually. Through her clear-eyed storytelling, she grapples with the blurred lines of consent, shame, and trauma and explores how these toxic dynamics seeped into every corner of her life. Her process of extracting herself from Reed’s universe reveals the psychological toll of abuse that doesn’t always leave visible scars but is no less damaging.

    Let Me Down provides a candid reflection on the realities of modern relationships, highlighting issues like gaslighting, revenge porn, and the impact of social media on survivors. With delicate intimacy and literary sensibility, O’Reilly’s memoir charts the complex and nonlinear path of self-acceptance, healing, and reclaiming one’s life from the lingering effects of trauma.

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  • Callie Rae O’Reilly is co-founder of the Apostrophe Podcast Company, which has amassed over 75M listens and houses some of Canada’s top podcasts. Born and raised in Toronto, she and her husband recently moved to a farmhouse in the countryside, where she writes on the deck next to their two dogs.

  • Published: August 2026

    ISBN: 9781770418486

    Dimensions: 5.5 x 8.5 in.

    Pages: 264

Reviews

“A courageous, unflinching narrative and a thoughtful reckoning with so many of our toxic cultural and social dynamics.” — Sophie Gilbert, author of Girl on Girl: How Pop Culture Turned a Generation of Women Against Themselves

“Emotionally charged, written with grace, finesse, and intensity, Let Me Down is a cautionary tale of domestic violence. It should be required reading for anyone considering an intimate relationship.” — Barbara McLean, author of Shepherd’s Sight and Professor of Gender Studies

“Let Me Down is a compelling look at the ways that an abusive relationship shaped one young woman’s life, told with candour and an open heart.” — Elizabeth Renzetti, author of What She Said: Conversations About Equality

“An unflinching look at how a vulnerable 18-year-old’s search for love and belonging can be manipulated into years of coercion, fear, and isolation. O’Reilly’s gradual recovery provides a hopeful roadmap toward healing and reclaiming one’s life.” — Peter Jaffe PhD, Professor Emeritus, Faculty of Education, Western University